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Lost in a Dream

by Blusummrs

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Lost Woods 04:25
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Once Bitten 04:56
What a thrill What a thrill I'm searching Searching What a thrill With darkness and silence through the night What a thrill I'm searching and I'll melt into you I'm searching Searching Searching What a fear in my heart But you're so supreme I'd give my life Not for honor But for you I'm still in a dream Searching I'm still in a dream Searching What a thrill I'm still in a dream Searching I'm still in a dream Searching
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The subject of this speech Is a topic Which has been discovered recently And which may not exist at all I may be talking about something that does not exist Therefore I am free to say everything or nothing I and my stories and novels often write about counterfeit worlds Some are real worlds As well as deranged private worlds Inhabited often by just one person While meantime the other characters either remain in their own world throughout Or are somehow drawn into one of the peculiar ones With these plural form pseudo worlds But now I think I understand What I was sensing Was the manifolds of partially actualized realities Lying tangent to what evidently is the most actualized one The one which the majority of us By consensus gentium agree on At no time did I have a theoretical or conscious explanation for my preoccupation With these plural form pseudo worlds Later that day Back home again But still deeply under the influence of the Sodium Pentothal I had a short acute flash of recovered memory Then in mid March A month later The total body of memories Intact and entire Began to return With these plural form pseudo worlds You are free to believe me Or to disbelieve But please take my word on it That I am not joking This is very serious A matter of importance At that time I had no idea what I was seeing It resembled nothing that I ever heard described It resembled plasmic energy It had color It moved fast It collected and then dispersed But what it was What he was I am not sure even now You are free to believe me Or to disbelieve But I am not joking This is very serious In other words It's a common theme in my writing That a dark haired girl Shows up at the door of the protagonist And tells him that his world is delusional That there's something false about it Well this did finally happen to me With these plural form pseudo worlds I even knew that her hair would be black I had an actual complete sense Of what she would look like And What she would say She did appear She was a total stranger And she did inform me of this fact Some of my fictional works Were in a literal sense true These plural form pseudo worlds People claim to remember past lives I claim to remember a different, very different present life I know of no one who has ever made this claim before But I rather suspect that my experience is not unique What perhaps is unique is the fact that I'm willing to talk about it We are living in a computer programmed reality And the only clue we have to it Is when some variable is changed And some alteration in our reality occurs With these plural form pseudo worlds
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Into a kind of psychedelic state To overwhelm The sensibilities To tip them over There is some confusion As to what magic actually is Indeed to cast a spell Is simply to spell Grimoire for example, the book of spells Is simply a fancy way of saying grammar Art whether that be writing, music, sculpture Or any other form Is literally magic The very language of magic The science of manipulating symbols, words, or images To manipulate words I believe that magic is art The kind of narrative journey To achieve changes in consciousness That can change a human being That can change a society To change people's consciousness I believe that this is completely literal And direct it to Different places, different levels Into a kind of psychedelic state To overwhelm The sensibilities To tip them over The science of manipulating symbols, words, or images Seems to be talking as much about writing or art As it is about supernatural events Every human soul Is in fact one human soul It is the soul of the universe itself When we are doing the will of our true self We are inevitably doing the will of the universe In magic these are seen as indistinguishable And as long as you are doing the will of the universe Then it is impossible to do anything wrong
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Rebirth 05:37
Now in the dark world where I dwell Ugly things and surprising things Spill out at me constantly And sometimes little wondrous things Sometimes little wondrous things Spill out at me constantly And I can count on nothing Now in the dark world where I dwell Sometimes little Sometimes little wondrous things Spill out at me constantly And I can count on The pain So unexpected and undeserved Yet for some reason cleared away the cobwebs What happened? How'd I get here? I hated my life My house My family It had to end And I could count on nothing Now in the dark world where I dwell Sometimes little Sometimes little wondrous things Spill out at me constantly And I can count on How'd I get here? Nothing would ever change Nothing new could ever be expected I hated my life It had to end And it did And I could count on nothing

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released June 17, 2016

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